Semester's over!

Finally, the winter semester of 2013 is over! except finals. This semester has been super long, and was one of the toughest semester ever. I had a lot of writing assignments, which I am not very good at. This is probably why I struggled so much this semester. Well, it's all over now. I just need to take four finals and I am done!
I haven't taken a break since January 2012. I have been going to school for 16 consecutive months without a break, and I need one. I am going to take summer off and just relax. I am so excited about it, but I don't have specific plans. Probably it's not a good time to plan for summer, because I should focus on finals. But, as soon as I am done with my finals, I will plan for my summer and make the best out of it. Four months is not a short period of time. I will not waste my time, but make it valuable. I am so looking forward the semester to be over!

Group Presentation and Practice

Last Tuesday, in Mcom class, we had a group presentation. Our group's presentation was on Analysis of complaints against Apple and the iPhone. Our group met on Monday to practice presentation. The group practice wasn't enough for me because I struggle with presentations a lot. Thus, when I got home, I practiced more, and during the practice, I recorded myself presenting to see and hear myself in a third-person's view.

I personally believe the presentation on Tuesday went well, better than my expectation. I am sure that's because of the practice. Without going over the practice many many times, I would have not done the presentation as well as I did.
Practice is very important in many cases. Sometimes I am overconfident that I don't practice. But the result is not always good. I cannot change the result ex-post, but I can change the result ex-ante. Thus, it is always good and important to practice beforehand in order to guarantee good results.

networking

I went on a picnic to the Canyon Glen Park with the Korean Business Student Association yesterday. The purpose of the picnic was networking, and I decided to join it because I didn't know many Koreans at BYU and I felt a need tor the network with other Koreans.
We played some games and had a barbecue together. It was good to know other Koreans at BYU because we could share useful information about school. Many of them are in the Marriott School, and I was able to ask some questions about different majors.
I guess one of the major goals of networking is to share information, and without networking, we will fall behind. These days, I feel the importance of networking, more than any other times in my life. However, it is still not so easy for me to build relationships with others. I become very shy with other people when I hardly know them. Thus, I have been putting off going to such meetings. But I will participate in those networking events more often, and build valuable relationships. Changes are good and good changes are even better. So I will make good changes of myself.


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Phi Kappa Phi Honor Society

I joined Phi Kappa Phi Honor Society, and we had an initiation banquet last Wednesday. Honestly, I joined this society because it would look nice on my resume. I went to the banquet because the dinner was free. So, I dressed up and went to the banquet alone, but there were a few people I knew, so we seated at the same table. I wasn't really interested in the society itself. Rather, I was more interested in the potential benefits as a member. But, as I was sitting in the banquet, I thought it might be a good opportunity to socialize and form relationships. In MCOM class, the professor and the guest speaker talked about the importance of relationship. In today's business world, relationship means a lot. I am a shy person, and it is not easy for me to approach others and initiate conversation. But, as I get to know more people in the society, I will be able to build relationship with more people. I don't want to use them for my success in the business world. Rather, I want to be a mutually beneficial source.Thus, I need to pursue my goal and become a successful person to contribute to the society.
Nowadays, I feel the importance of relationships even more. Even in everyday life, with my closest friends, it is very easy to hurt them and hurt the relationship. However, recovering the hurt relationship is hard, and maintaining good relationship is not easy. So I believe that I need to start learning how to maintain good relationship and start to care more about others and their feelings. I know it will take some time, but I know that if I can keep good relationship with my friends, I won't be able to have good relationship with others in the world out there.

GO DISABLE? GOD IS ABLE!

I went to Nick Vijicic concert last Friday at Utah Valley University. Nick is a man with no arms and legs, and he travels the world to give hope in Christ. He mentioned many memorable things, but one quote really struck my mind: "Go Disable? God is able!" When we place our weaknesses and disabilities in God, then our mighty God will use us.

I often feel like I don't want to share my weaknesses with others because I don't want them to look down on me. However, even though I cover up my weaknesses, that doesn't turn my weaknesses to strengths. I still have those weaknesses that I don't know what to do with. But when I bring those weaknesses to God, they can be used to glorify God because God shows that He is the One who turns weaknesses into strengths.
It works in daily relationships as well. People sometimes see things of us that we don't want them to see, but if we try to cover up ourselves, we will lose trust from them. However, if we admit our weaknesses, then it could improve the relationship and result in better outcomes than we thought. Disability, not being able, is not something that we need to be ashamed on, but rather something that we should treat as a chance for something better.
It is not easy to admit my weaknesses, but I will try not to excuse myself. I will rather accept my faults and seek for improvements. Also, when I admit and overcome my weaknesses, I will be able to bring hopes to others through Christ.

Writing, a difficult task

This week, I had the first formal writing assignment of the year, the memo. I knew writing is not an easy process, but it was so much harder to write formally. I had to revise the memo several times, get it proofread by others, revise again, and repeat the process. Now I understand that it takes a lot longer time and more effort to write a good, concise paper.
Not only with the formal writing, but with the less formal writings for other classes, I struggled as well. I thought the writing was not a big deal for other classes because they were not an English class. But I ended up losing quite a bit of points on my writings, mostly due to simple errors such as misspelling and grammar mistakes. If I proofread my papers even once, I would have caught those mistakes.
Writing is different from speaking in the sense that the errors in the writing are seen as a more serious problem than the errors in the speaking because writings could have been revised before submitted. Also, writings can be kept permanently.
I will take all of my writings more seriously from now on. I will put more efforts in writing, I will proofread, and I will take my writing to a writing center or TA's for revision.

Go fight only if you can Win!

I watched an online lecture from a successful business man in Korea. He was a lawyer in the Wall Street, and now he is a CEO of a jean company, James Jeans, in America. He said many things about his success, but one quote from him was very striking to me. He claimed that he has never failed. His secret to his success was that he only went fight in a "war" where he can win.
In Korean history, there was a legendary general who fought 23 times and won 23 times. He said he would not fight if he could not win. It sounds cowardly. However, he could not sacrifice the lives of his soldiers, Also, it is not an easy task to find out the likelihood of winning in a war, and that means he was a very brilliant strategist. More importantly, he kept preparing and waited until he is ready to win.
The moral from the lecture is that I need to prepare myself well enough that I win in a "war." I live in a world where many people easily challenge for success and easily give up, and it is hard to say that I am not that kind of person. I still have two or three more years of school until I graduate from college, but I will have many opportunities before graduation to face a challenge such as applying for a job/internship interview. I might have several interviews that I can try and I might be able to let some of the interviews be failure, and still get an internship. However, from now on, I will change my attitude. I will try really hard and prepare myself well for the interviews or any other challenges that are waiting for me, so I can win those challenges and never fail. I will start from small changes such as trying my best for assignments and tests. Of course, getting an A doesn't guarantee a success, but I will prove myself that I am capable of winning and I can actually do it.